Thursday, September 25, 2008
Emptiness and Sorrow
I feel no tear in my eyes, no smile on my face. Only a ray of hope that I wake up one day knowing that this has all been a dream. I dream of you when I sleep,but its all just false hope because I wake up yearning for your touch and the cuteness of your voice. Without you, I feel nothing, nobody got the power to cheer me up or bring a smile to my face cept you baby.When I am stressed at work with my uplines giving me pressure, I look forward to chatting with you right before I sleep every night. Now the hopes have vanished and sooner or later, I know depression is waiting for my entrance.After you, I doubt I will have the power to love again. For the past 2 weeks, I miss you so much, For the past 1 week, I have been living in hell. your voice seems so cold, your words are hurtful when you talk to me with no feeling. I don't want tomorrow to come. because i know that with every second that passes,your love for me will fade. And with every second,my love for you grows deeper till I feel a stab in my heart.Ironically, my heart is gone yet I still feel pain. Even if its gonna be the end of us, couldn't you just dedicate one last day to me?Just wanna hug you and hold you. Coz I know that I won't get the chance to anymore. I will probably watch you from afar, that's the closest I will ever be to you. You still remember our song?now I feel it all makes sense but it wasn't happily ever after.I have lost myself to the world, you're right to say that I am not who I am anymore but I know for sure that I still love you as much as I did before. It has been the greatest 2 years of my life with you. We had our ups and downs and now you wanna throw it all away.For as long as my heart still chants your name, I will never throw,not even 1 bit of it away. You're way too precious to me. I can't stand not being with you.You'll always be my baby...Ma Icy Baby..
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