Today was rather a huge slap in the face. I could see the agony in my own bro when he had no choice but to give back all the things that I had given to you. Even the couple watch, the gifts, the hundreds of origami hearts which I folded for you. It all came flying back in my face. But that wasn't the disappointing part. To actually hear that you denied saying 'I love you' to me when you actually did on the day i sent you to work. And that you love everyone an equal amount like you love me so as to say its something like I love you as a friend. If thats what you have been feeling for these 2 years, then I guess you're right. I deserve better. You have changed so much,its so drastic that I wish I am dreaming right now. I guess I haven't been the man of your dreams,so I hope that whoever you find can give you the happiness that I couldn't give you. I will move on with my life, look ahead and walk down this road. I won't turn back no more. It's all history between us. Everyone keep telling me there are many fishes in the sea and I am the swimmer.
Bro,thanks for helping me see the light. Its good that I realised now and not later on.
Diana, Zai, Lia and Deine - Thank you for keeping me stable through this entire shift today and preventing me from going through a breakdown.
Tomorrow is a new day,I am gonna make the most out of it.
Night night people!
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